Thursday September 27th:

I'm glad that finally printed. *sigh* I'm sorry if you read it Elizabeth I really am. Please don't worry about me. Just my hangups, just me. All things I can fix. I have the power *dah dah dah dunnnnn* =) seriously, I do. I'll be okay. I'm even ok now believe it or not =). Don't worry, I can do. I can fix myself. I'll be fine.

As far as Thursday goes, I suck and I'm sorry you have to deal with me and I'm sorry I have so many fucking hangups. That's what happened tonight, hangups. Stupid emotion shit I can't control and I can't stop being a baby and grow up. Or move up and on. I can't. But I'm trying. And just cause I didn't do it tonight doesn't mean I won't =). I'll be good. Somday.

Well, I have to go. Studying, homework. Something I can do for the time being. Hope I train better soon. At everything. Bye Elizabeth. I love you.

Sincerely,
Chris

P.S. hahahhahaha this seems like a common trend in my letters. hahahahhaha. If the above sounds suicidal, it's not. lol hahahahahah oh God I'm ridiculous. hahaha ahhh I gotta find a better way to express myself, minus the suicidal thing. I'm not it just comes across like this =). Sheesh, give a person a heart attack y'know?