Whats a sprite to say?

My boyfriend has this uncanny ability to express what I am feeling, right when I am going to express it! While infuriating, this trait is also charming and extremely handy. It is handy because I am not exactly great at expressing my emotions when needed. Shocking, I know. If you knew me, anonymous blog readers, you would know that I am a very open and loud person. It is not easy for me to admit that I am, plain and simple, a, shall we say "complicated" person to date?! I have a tendency to cheat on my significant others, no matter how much I care about them. I really don't know why... It could be because of my early sexual experiences, it could be because I am just plain horny alot. I dunno... I could write "could be" forever, thats not the point. So what is the damn point already, right O' patient reader?! The point is that Chris is unbelievable. I don't know how he does it. Sometimes, in my rather selfish moments, I don't care how he puts up with me, I just want him to keep it up. He calls it "Loving" me, cute, huh? But seriously, Chris is the sweetest man I have ever known. I don't mean that statement lightly, I have known a lot of sweet men with good intentions. Chris surpasses them all. Alright, now I have to admit I am getting a little mushy there. So what? I miss the guy! (Hon, we really need liscenses, we are in college, for Moon's sake!)

Chris,
You are truly and honestly the nicest man I have ever known. Even though sometimes I don't understand us, it doesn't mean that I don't want an "us". Do you remember that night, just a short while ago, in our room at school? You said that you thought that it might be "fairer" to me for us not to be together. Well listen up! Just because I am a spoiled princess, (a cute princess, but a princess all the same) doesn't mean that I love you any less, or that I love our relationship any less. This relationship takes work. All relationships do. As a sexy man once put it, that is not a revelation. I honestly feel that our relationship is worth the work. No, fuck feel. I KNOW that our relationship is worth it. A few fights are healthy. Its natural. Its how we handle them, personally and together, that determines the outcome, not the fight itself. I love you sweetie, and I promise to keep trying. You are right 6 months sounds short, feels long, but should be longer. I don't care if everyone in my family (Momma, Chrissie, Adam) make fun of me - I am proud of us!!! This is a milestone, dammit! I know we will see more.

"The adventure continues..."
Love ya,
Me